Some days I don't want to get out of bed, don't want to do anything but lay in my warm cocoon and dream about places I have yet to go and far away places that may not exist in the fabric of our space time (I am a big astronomy nut). it just seems like no one but my dreams wants to be around me...so I am left to my own devices kinda like the kid with no friends or other siblings. am I weird I don't think so but in a sense we are all weird. but I don't know