There are so many things in life and love that just make me sit back and think of things sorta outside the box, beings that I am always living inside the box,and I really want to know just who, what, when and where, always asking questions about life, somewhat like a toddler would. Yeah I know at 30 you would think that I would have all the answers to tell my kids, but nope, wrong answer, I don't know shit about life, just that it really could have been so much more than it is right now at this moment and I have seen that first hand and I know that with expection things in your life could change in one breathe, a split second. I know what love it and I know what love ain't and I know that there are so many diffrent kinds of love, like the love of a man that is your soul mate or the love of a man that is your life long partner and the two ain't the same by far, and I also know that the love that you feel for a child that comes from your soul has no other comperison, it is deep without reason and that is love. To me life is just a journey that someone is taking and it is planned out for you and no matter what happens you are always led back to the path that was chosen for you not the path that you want to take, all the bullshit lies of you choose the path in life to take, is wrong in my book you walk this path and take what is dealt to you and you hold your head up high and don't look back because you can't go back you can only go forward so don't dwell on the past make tomorrow count for it could be the last no matter what do what you want to do because you can only make you happy so when asking myself who what when and where it is that I care for me and mine right here right now and no matter how hard it is not to sway off my path that was chosen for me I know that it is ok because I will be put right back where it is I am suppose to be and in the end I will be where I was ment to be and that is Reality..........angels really do come with open wings in the night and sit awaiting on the stairway to heaven waiting for me to take that first step to my eternity....
