Sometimes....I feel so so small in this big old world....I feel as though I am being swallowed up.....eaten alive....nothing left but a shell....I try to be brave...I try to be strong...but somehow, it always manages to get me in the end.....Some days, if even for just a moment, I feel larger than life....I feel as though I have it all and then some...and without a second's notice....It all comes crashing down on me again...and I feel small once more....