mom has bought into the bullshit yet again, so we are, once again, stuck with cumdrop stepdad. i told mom earlier today that once mick was back, i refuse to stay in this house with him again because he's fucked us over three times and i won't go through that again... mom won't leave because they're married and she's in a commitement and blah blah blah. the way i see it, i have three options:
1. destiny (my little sister) and i could go live with davis (the stepfather i like). the problem with this is i won't be in la porte anymore, and he probably won't let me out of the house EVER. (he's very old fashioned and is working in kirville at the moment.) this is my "last resort option".
2. i could run off and join the renfest under an assumed identity... again, i would only be in the area for like a month every year.... and even then it'd be really expensive to come and see me. not the best plan, but still prefered to option 1.
3. i could get married. this only requires me to forge my mom's signature, which isn't that bad, in my professional criminal opinion... but i've also gotta find someone who will marry me lol.
... i know i sound like i'm on crack, but i promise i'm clean. i just really really REALLY don't wanna be here.
perhaps i should get ready for the beach. then maybe i won't sound like i'm an addict. (with the exception of cigarettes.)
this weekend i'll be helping my good friend michael celebrate turning 18, so i won't be back until sunday. so message/comment me and i'll get back to you then.
oh i don't see myself quitting [smoking] any time soon btw. mick stresses me out by just being within a 100 foot radius of me so i'll probably be smoking more.
i hope things are better soon.
