As I sit here, finally not blankly staring into the monitor, I've come to a decision. I will write short stories, forget the novel in a month contest. I can't do the larger project.
Now, I have to write and write and write, then I can go back and edit. I know, in my heart of hearts, I can do this!! I can become a professional short story writer. I just need to get on the ball, get my ass in gear.