I thought you finally heard me..
cries that could not be denied.
Always feeling so lonely, only a pulse tells me I'm alive.
Numb and unaware, life just seems so unfair.
Where is my place? Why do I hide? Years of salty tears, I have cried.
SAD, AFRAID, with thoughts of -----.
Friends I once had, no where can I find.
Their words once filled me with hopes, withered away, and died.
I would rather have had deaf ears, and not heard their misguided lies.
Now to each of you, time for me to turn the blind eye. Maybe you will miss me? Or let me go with a simple silent goodbye...