Why the wondering? we go through life and make choices and sometimes we have choices made for us, but are we supposed to wonder if everything is the way it's supposed to be? Now don't give me that God's will crap.. if everything is God's Will..then God is pretty fucked up, seriously...
It's just that I wonder.. is this the way it is? the way my life is supposed to be? I try to be a good person but yet have hurt many through my actions and non-actions. Have the problems my children face come directly from me? that sort of thing, I'm in an odd sort of mood at the moment, I could hug someone then kick them in the same moment.. so you probably should back right off lol
