I wonder where your heart is
Yet I know you care
Though you seem so distant
I know you’re always there
You never talk of love
Or how you ever feel
It seems I am the only one
To think that this is real
You never say you’re angry
Though I some how seem to know
You make me wait and wonder
And let my fears and hurting grow
I struggle with change to please you
Though the task seems way too hard
I'm never sure of your thinking
You never let down your guard
It feels like I am swimming
Alone inside this sea
I wonder where your heart is
And what it truly thinks of me.
I sit in lonely silence
Tepid thoughts inside my head
As I dredge through ifs and buts
And what I may have wrongly said
And still the truth evades me
As your keep your distant heart
Safetly closed and silent
As it was right at the start