Here I sit in silence I'm singing sepressing songs
smoking a cigarette and drinking a beer. There are
five guys that say they love me but I don't understand
why I'm always alone. If five people love you then why
would yoou be sitting in silence. The week is just starting
and it's already hell for me. I just don't understand life is
so messed up sometimes but for me it's usually always
or most of the time, but why ?