Billyguns007's blog: "Rememberence"

So she will wake now as I knew I had to be alive & awake the whole time for when she did so I stayed awake, <3 she said trust me, she said she wouldn't ever hurt me, she said she would do what she knew a soldier would may need, she said she would never lie, she said would never leave me, she said she was in love with me head over heels, she said many many things of she don't know Y,she said she knew I didn't hurt her, she said she loves me for being there for her & with her, she said she was sick & had a bad fever I knew, she said she knew I was pure of heart & true never to hurt her, she said she knew & wouldn't want to hurt me, she said she is sorry she hurt me, she said she wanted me so she was coming, she said she needed me so bad she wanted me there with her rite then,, she said she beat me to the punch because she fell head over heels in love with me & she did I know, she said no matter what she knew all was out of the way & nothing would change, she said she wants my love to protect her & never leave her alone again, now as she was hurt in her past & lonely very lonely and lied to by a hurtful person she says to me she has to GO, I wish she would just say I don't know what your doing & why can you please tell me instead I will give you a chance to explain what you can or can;t do with what she said she always wanted, needed & wanted never to lose for it to work out with all of her heart as she has a soldier so hurt before her he gave the last piece of his heart beating to her for she would always be safe & loved the right way, I say so she knows the Cops can not do nothing to me because in your heart & the truth she said she knows I would never do wrong by her or hurt her,, she said the way she is trying to go and hide that she was mixed up & hurt before me & won't let me be there now or to explain to her, but when she sees this from here back 72hours she will say why did this go this way where the one who did hurt me is in big trouble & may be going away for along time so she says is that my fault to, she will say Billy I did say I was head over heel in love with you so y did this take a little longer to work out, I will say and let her know a secret rite now,, the military should of been there long ago to protect & help you but they didn't and I will say now it is time that they will and all the bad that hurt you in life will be removed because she will see then I am true and pure as she said she saw from the start, and I will say the same I knew you were an angel and had to honor your 1st true loves wishes from heaven first before I can be allowed to love you the way he did...SO what will she say then when the time frame on her love in her heart still belongs to her 1st love who has looked down on her as she said maybe she knew he did so he can send his spirit to her & another that would care & love her as he said he did & did.. Thanks if you read my true heart here of what she may have said, words are merely words I know and your a full grown 33year old wonderful pure person so all I can do then is you stay happy & your love finds its way to where your heart led you as YOU SAID ..