After 5 years of rebelious behavior towards my family I think I'm finally starting to settle down. The past couple of years I felt like I needed a man to settle down with, but I've realized that I have to settle down with myself before I can settle down with someone else. I think subconsiously I've always known this, but it's hard to fight that lonely feeling, especially when you see all your friends getting married and starting thier lives.
I hate that it took a dui for me to finally realize it was time to slow down, but after almost 6 months thru probation and not having a license and all the other life changing events that have gone on I've finally realized that I'm almost 24 years old, I need to grow up and start my own life as well.
I've quit smoking, I don't drink NEAR as much as I used to, and I've finally gotten signed up for college. I start back in January, and I'm excited to see where this new road takes me.