TecHTecH's blog: "Self-Written Stuff (poems, short stories, ETC)"

What happens whn u die? What do u c whn u die? ~Do u c the golden gates of heaven or the fiery gates of hell? ~Do u c a white light at the end of a tunnel? ~Do u c ur loved 1's that hav already passed on ready 2 greet u? ~Do u c God or Satan? ~Or do u not c anything at all? What do u feel whn u die? ~Do u feel a coldness come over u as the Grim Reaper come closer? ~Do u feel a sudden emptiness as ur soul leavs ur body? ~Do u feel only the pain of where the bullet entered ur body or where the knife was embedded in ur body? ~Or do u not feel anything at all? What do u say whn u die? ~Do u say "I'm sorry" to the person u hurt not yesterday? ~Do u say "I love u" to the person who u truely love becuz never got a chance 2 tell them? ~Do u say "It hurts" becuz the pain is overwhelmin? ~Or do u not say anything at all? What do u think whn u die? ~Do u think bout the pain in ur chest that keeps throbbin? ~Do u think its 2 early 2 die? ~Do u think bout what u could've done better w/ the life u had? ~Do u think bout the ppl u will miss n wait 4 whn u get 2 heaven, hell, or Purgatory? ~Or do u not think at all?

and he lays there so still. alone and lying there so still with the blood of his battles on his clothes. his weapons of choice lay scattered around him with blood on them as well. he wants to rise up and claim victory over his many battlefields, but he cant. not because he doesnt hav the will to do so, but because he has no life to do it. he has no energy, no strength left, nothing. he just lies there so still gazing into the dark clouded skys that had been form from his own selfishness and anger. then when his eyes were about to close and he was about to be pulled to where he knew he was going, a single ray of light breached the clouds and shone brightly upon him. then a voice was heard. a gentle voice. a voice that said, "leave this place of misery, pain, and violence. come with me to a place where you can start a new life. a new beginning. a fresh start. and this time, you wont be alone." then a figure formed next to him. a beautiful figure. a figure that would resemble that of the most beautiful angel in Heaven, only better. then she knelt next to him and held his hand so gentle. then she said, "i will be by yourside forever and ever. with all the love that i possess." then she raised him to his feet and he stood. he stood no by himself, but with support and love from this angel. the blood washed away from his clothes and he felt himself rejuvenated. he looked into the eyes of the angel. the most beautiful eyes he had ever laid his own upon. then he said, "take me home........my angel." they were lifted up by the power of their love, and they never looked back at the canage of the past. instead they looked into the future, where their path lay for them. happily ever after.

CAN YOU? Can you hear me? Can you feel me? Can you see me? Can you be me? Can you save me? Can you play me? Can you take me? Can you forsake me? Can you love me? Can you hate me? Can you discrace me? Can you hold me? Can you kiss me? Can you hit me? Can you beat me? Can you kill me? Can you hurt me? Can you fuck me? Can you believe me? Can you forget me? Can you betray me? Can you shoot me? Can you block me? Can you pierce me? Can you resist me? Can you cheat me? If you can at all... ...just love me...

Love Before First Sight Night after night, Dream after dream I see her face as if it were just before me. I reach out and touch her face, her soft, beautiful face. I look into her eyes, her crystal-like eyes. I kiss her lips, her soft lips. Her kisses might as well been lethal, but I could not stop. Every kiss, like being reborn. Every kiss, like being saved from the grips of Death. Night after night, Dream after dream. Her form looked as though it was hand-crafted by the Angels on high. Everything about her.......was perfect. Nothing out of place, nothing to be called a flaw. Perfect. I wanted her. I wanted to be with her. I wanted to be by her side, because I loved her. I couldn't explain why I loved her, I just did. Night after night, Dream after dream. I knew she was real. I believed she was real. I wanted her to come into my life so i could be with her. I told her, "I love you." And she replied, "I love you." The words echoed in my ears like heavenly music. I knew it was true. It had to be. I saw it in her intoxicating eyes. Night after night, Dream after dream. I reached for her hand and grasped it. I held is gently as chills ran up my spine. Chills from her touch. I steped closer to her, she steped as well. Our eyes met, then so did or lips. For one last time, before morning awoke me. Night after night, Dream after dream. The same dream, the same girl. I knew she was coming soon. I knew she was coming closer to me. She is coming, and I await her. Maybe not patiently, but still, i wait. Please come, my love.....my love before first sight.