Ah, a sigh of relief. I finally got everything straight and I am registered for a full load for next term. Shoosh. I seriously don't have any luck what-so-ever with Georgia colleges. I would blame it on bad luck, but I don't believe in luck really. Karma I do believe in, but not luck. This week has been a bit stressful. Kevin asked for a divorce. I told him he hadn't earned the right to ask for one, since he is the one doing all the online cheating. But no matter. His father says he will change his mind when he gets back and everything will be back to normal. Can you really get back to "normal" after going thru something so heartbreaking. I feel like he has given up. Actually, I felt like he gave up a long time ago. He has always been the kind of guy that if, lets say something broke, like a TV... he would go buy a new one for $500 even if he found out it would only cost $150 to get the old one fixed. I guess our relationship is broken and now he's out shopping for a new one. It sucks being in limbo, not knowing what will happen next. It pisses me off to no end, not only the betrayal, but the lies. He has lied to me since the day we met. He lied about being an Honorable man. I told him I didn't like fake people, that I wanted someone that would be able to stick it out no matter what, that I wanted someone who would be true and honest. That communication was the key to a good relationship. He told me what he thought I wanted to hear... and that in my book is the lowest of low. To lie, cheat, decieve, but I'm here now. I don't want to throw in the towel, but I don't want to be with a man I can't trust either. He's not talking to me again. Thats par for the course these days.
