evil's blog: "Scars of Love and War"

Looking deep in through your eyes 

Awaiting last goodbyes

Rejection hurts me bad

Makes me feel so sad

I crave affection so bad to really keep me alive

Paranoid and darkened dreams

Cannot escape the screams

Filling with agony

Facing the ghost of me

Walking alone through my life wondering will I really survive

Trying not to fade away

Or live in yesterday

Hiding behind my soul

I hate to lose control

They say it’s better to love and lose once than to ever love you

The pain that I put me through

Love after love proves true

Beauty I find in you

Building on something new

Break these chains off of me to see what you could never believe

Turning myself insane

Trying to love in vain

What of the things you said

That came from inside your head

I say it’s better to never love at all than to ignore all love that is true

Walls that I built so long

Have they become too strong

I built these walls to keep everything out now I'm locked inside just trying to get out.

-Evil Dave