Bloodchild's blog: "RIDERS ON THE STORM"

People assume an awful lot.

People can say whatever they want, and think whatever they want, believe whatever they want. But without actually knowing, or really being told, they know nothing.

You have a demanding personality with an attention to detail and great powers of concentration for any given task. You can be discriminating and judgmental. Getting the job done is important to you. You have a two sided personality one sunny and one dark, the sunny side has a seductive charm that melts the hardest hearts and the dark side is destructive and can inflict serious damage. You often project your emotions onto others and never back down from confrontation. It is difficult for you to forgive, but is impossible for you to forget. You do not tolerate criticism well. You value quality over quantity. You have a wonderful sense of humor and can keep those around you laughing. Strengths: Truthful – Discerning – Single Minded Weaknesses: Hurtful – Stern – Self Destructive

When Virgo and Scorpio join together in a love match, these Signs that are two apart in the Zodiac are brought together. Their placement gives the relationship an intense karmic bond. The Virgo-Scorpio couple is loyal and deep, with very strong ties. Usually, this couple will stay away from crowds; they aren't too inclined to go to parties or dances, but alone they can form a very fulfilling union.

Virgo and Scorpio enjoy working together toward acquisition: Virgo wants order and Scorpio wants power. Both of these Signs are about resources, including inheritances and property. This couple is very service-oriented and known to be dependable. They like to lend a hand to a friend or to the community. Additionally, Virgo can be withdrawn -- while Scorpio is more opaque and outgoing. Because of disparity, both Signs can learn from one another if they can agree to meet halfway.

Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Scorpio is ruled by Mars and Pluto. This combination is very heated, thanks to Pluto's influence. The two Signs unite to form the basic foundation of human relationships -- Mercury's communication and Mars's passion. Mercury and Mars go well together; Mercury is about the conscious mind, and Mars is about the passion of romance. Scorpio is rambunctious and intense, and Virgo is attracted to this energy. In turn, Scorpio needs the loyalty and practicality inherent in Virgo.

A Perpetual abysmal dream
Transforms into reality
Minutes shift into hours
Hours morph into years
Barely stirring in sleep
Dream is now my nightmare
From which I cannot awake
Time passes at speeds that mystify
Yet I stand still

It's raining today

It was cloudy, and I was satting on the school playground, starring up at the church steeple. I remember feeling drizzle against my skin. I was smoking a cigarette. Each exhale was slow and in rhythm with the melody in my mind. Everything seemed so safe. Then came the words....Only In Dreams.

I knew it would not last. The image in my mind soon began to fade. I knew I would eventually wake up.

The melody made me want to drift into what I knew would not last, even for just a minute. I stood up, took one last drag, and with the sounds of conquer on the horizon I walked in the rain.

But only in dreams

Waking up never seemed to hard

Opening my eyes brought a flood of how I remember

Tears only last for so long

Then one just becomes numb from the pain

I sit in silence

Waiting

Hoping

Longing

Remembering

I am a warrior

I will not give in

I will not give up

I feel gray
Like the sky outside
I feel empty
I remember when I was full of life
Now i'm full of death

I remember when I had morals and goals
I no longer have motivation
I wish I was different.
I wish that I could change
I want to change

I am what I am
I realize what I have become
I realize what I must do

I will prevail