OK, it was official at 3:40 pm Friday my Grandpa passed from this world. Last week i was so angry when i heard he was brain dead it overrode my grief a lot an dkept me going. But when I heard that news Friday I cried, a lot. Been crying a lot ever since then. Im gonna miss him so much. He ment a lot to me and I dont think he really even really knew that. And sadly my brother who is deployed cant make it back for the funeral and I know Grandpa ment a lot to him too. Its hard right now. I have to keep going and acting like nothing is wrong cause I still have to continue to work and take care of house and kids. I dont want my kids to see me crying so im doing just about anything to keep busy. Oh, well. Im gonna miss him a lot. Rest in peace Grandpa. May the spirits lift you up and carry you to the Summerland where your spirit may rest so you can be reborn. i love you forever.
