I don't think I've ever been so blantly ignored by people who I call friends as far back as I can remember. I guess maybe I need to do some re-thinking on the whole friend front. Nothing like opening yourself up to be used and getting nothing back. I love being there for my friends. Hell, I'd drop whatever I was doing just to talk them through a problem, but I guess that must not be good enough for them anymore.
It bothers me more than I'd like to admit. I guess I was hoping more to the fact that it wasn't all crap and they meant it, but well, I don't know anymore.
I guess time will tell. Funny how I've never changed on being there, helping and listening to my friends and yet as if everyone has just up and decided to go elsewhere.
Funny how unfunny that is and reguardless of it, I'd still step in front of a bullet for the bunch of them. Guess that makes me really pathetic or stupid, hell, maybe both. Whatever I guess maybe I know what it means to be there for someone.
Well to those of you who are my friends I'm still here and for whatever ya need, just ask.
Anyway I won't bother ya other than to wish you the best with whatever you do!!!! Love Ya Anyway!!!!
