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What are you waiting for?

I think not yet

I don't think I've ever had the feeling of love. It was never given as a child much less an adult. When you grow up in a detached emotion void how do you know when it it real,or just like a toy? Now I have cared very deeply for some of the men in my life. But is it a real lasting love or just simply a lie? I know parental love I feel that for my kids but the type for a man? I'm not sure if I ever did. Does anyone really know or is it just a lucky guess? Someday I may find out, but I think not yet.

Have You

Have you ever seen a bird fly with it's wings spread wide? Was it sky blue in color? How high did you see it fly? Have you ever tasted a snowflake, with it's points all a glitter? Was it's taste sweet as sugar, or so sour it was bitter? Have you ever smelled a rose, with the petals covered in dew? Was the fragrance sweet and pure or was it destroyed by you? Have you ever felt the gentle mist falling softly on your face? Like the touch of butterfly kisses Have you truly felt the mist? Have you ever heard the lonesome cry, of a sorrowful, lonely, tortured soul? Was the cry like the Irish banshee's, Did you ever hear my vanquished soul?

I'm Here In Your Heart

Burn your sacred candles, Say your hopeful prayers, Feel the wind on your face, For soon I will be there. Resurrect old memories For in them I shall be to love an visit with Like the whisper of a breeze. For as the stars burn gently And the waves crest on the beach think of me with love you'll see me in your dreams. When comets pass through and the sun burns bright the clouds drifting by I'll be in their light. In the flames of a fire, the hiss of a dragon's tail, in the beauty of a wildflower, wrapped in the coldness of hail. All of these wonderful places Plus a few more besides, is where you'll find my soul the places where it's hides. So if you go looking, and you find it's not there, Just look into your heart My memory is always there. My touch is the wind, a caress apon your face. My warmth is the sun spinning through space. My tears are the rain Gently falling from the sky, And my friendship, the stars that are countless in the night. My love is like the dessert An as boundless as the sea. And each of you a grain of sand that helps me feel complete.

Forgotten Holidays

There was New Years Eve but not for me. Valentine's Day but you were away. Saint Patty's green you weren't to be seen. Easter came and went alone was how it was spent. The Fourth of July you promised but lied. Labor Day was so bad I was the one who was sad. All Hallows Eve you were a ghost to me. Thanksgiving Dinner you weren't a winner. Christmas Day.... what's left to say, You weren't here to celebrate Forgotten holidays, I still wait.

Find

Name a person in space or time Who's found true love that the love didn't die. Name a woman Who has stayed true after she has said "I do." Name a man That's kept his oath one who didn't replace her after she grew old. Find me a child Who hasn't been hurt by words or deed or even divorce. When you find these then you've a family. One that can't be broken because love is all they need.

Feeling Pain ... published

Pain is a sensation I have often felt, in many different forms with pain I have dealt. The pain of the body from cuts, illness,scrapes, punches, wrecks, and the pain of birthing labor. Pain of the heart when you love some-one or when your worried over a sick son. Pain of the mind when time has made you old when you have no-one and the days grow cold.

Explaining Lies

You promised me that you'd come home but here I sit by myself, alone. Why did you lie to me and raise my hopes so high? Now they're ground to dust, just tell me why. How do I explain to her that her daddy's not home? How do I explain your lies and the reason that you're gone? I am the one that must dry her poor, unhappy, tear-stained face while you remain where ever you are running around all over the place.

Every Day, night, & Moment

Each day that goes by, Every night that slips away, Every moment of every hour, I relive my memories and pray. With eyes the wonderful color of a clear, cloudless sky, hair the color of a lions mane You are handsome in my eyes. An unshaven strong jaw, the gentleness & passion of a kiss the strength of your arms these are what I miss. Your quick witty mind your thick rough voice these and many other things are what made me rejoice
I've been asked so many times what I want out of life, but I just close my eyes and say "To be someones wife." But I know it will never be because my first love is dead and their is no reason for me to settle for second best. If I could find that type of love again were you feel like you've stepped off a cliff then I'd fight tooth and nail to make sure I could keep it. But dreams are not reality and fantasies don't come true I wish with all my soul That I could say, "I love you."

Dreams

You came back home after a long leave now your taking off to follow your dreams. Don't you understand That's all I want too, to find and make my dreams come true. They may not match but it's all I have my dreams to find of love and happiness. Somewhere out there is my true destiny someone, somewhere searching trying hard to find me.
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