Gideon Grim's blog: "My writings"

    I've grown up in and go to the same church 33 years of my life. I have  seen and dealt with various forms of hypocrisy and tried to talk to people about it and they just shut me out thinking that i'm just being mr. negative. over the past few years, including 2017 to now I've become more involved in the church. I was on the nominating committee which helps chooses the different leaders within the church setting. I'm also a regular Deacon, but at times I can still feel the old me crawling around inside me and every once in a while it does come out in not the best ways. but, I do know that each of us in church has this problem. i'm just feeling like I might have volunteered for too much and get burned out; because I also volunteered to be a teacher for the youth division and an Assistant Video/visual. I  know that i have matured as an adult, but i'm going to need something other than writing my thoughts out to vent my anger and frustrations constructively.