mystrangebrew's blog: "ramble on..."

this world is cracked broken and blue I see everyday the pain within you I cannot express this feeling inside it tears at my heart I could almost cry still sitting..wondering why There is nothing wrong with this world I say that can't be helped with what is right, roll up your sleeves its going to be a hell of a fight One day I know you will see within the things you you think where sin its all for reason, ryhme or scheme yes its possible, not just a dream you will see ... one day soon me standing infront of you with arms streched out its a crazy life ...thats no doubt two can be three with minds set free, its in my heart I hold the key

what is wanted most???? for most it is that which we cannot have. allways an abundence of what we don't want If it wasn't for bad luck...I would have none at all most days I drudge through.... a little coarse, and a little blue... Hard to be thankful for that I DO have when evertime I look.... oh there I get stabbed To a point in that it seems a plot, to hold me down till I rot.... so I think not of that I don't... shouldn't or won't give a little and try to live... Karma will come as it allways does.... if only it came a little quicker

another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my rewards even when I feel I could snap I call a friend and end up a sap the choice's we make define our soul calls the cosmos and makes me whole a work of art made better from my pain never again will I live in vain everyone has this power and choice it resides inside us all even brought out by voice sometimes deep and trapped within its our choice's that can make it a kin so go out in this world, beautiful, yet cold try everyday to break the fuckin mold!

I can't believe the things said all in goodness none in dread I so wanted to close my heart somehow she touched it right from the start I want this to really be true despell the sorrow, and the blue I need to know if this could be real or is it infatuation that I feel so many things are just a match when we speak I think what a catch true beauty comes from within and hers is unmeasurable, and without sin is this oppertunity that knocks cuz we can talk like there are no clocks alot of distance, this is a problem moved my heart allready, like no problem now I have tried to show my faults I am not perfect, as everyone knows skeered not she said she was life happens , and just cuz I understand like no one does a mirrored image of myself with all the love and no doubt so here I sit and ponder this so could it be love and would it grow I felt I was done alone for eturnity then a thought crossed me head could it be you, and could it be me

I say who I am what I believe in where I come from and put it on my sleeve but hear I sit and no one knows what really makes me tick they can't believe I am no joke nor some other bloke just a man a father a brother a son a ex-husband a friend a foe a lover and sinner who is this that can understand and take my heart in the palm of my hand understand me without a word know my heart from another lilfe mirror my heart with her beauty and keep it locked away ..what beauty

inside this head, brews a thing it makes me screem and makes me sing thoughout my life i've been torn and used between what I want and what to do I try to get all I desire for babies, myself, and all my friends most the, the means, don't justify the ends it is said ALL that is given will eventually be received But I still wait, and try, and give....becoming impaitent to this life passions are building....with out end but what I really want is a best friend some one who can see my heart and is completelty real... from the start one day this life just my return my love and keep pain at bay one day...maybe just one day I will see my will create the way...

to whence this days comes quick and sour with power and pain till my deathly hour I cannnot believe that this had happened this way on all of those bitter sweet days cast not some lies, and hate love thy neibor and seal your fate If everyone could see the choice is thier own with pain inside I wish I could moan with hate or love, or cruel intent eveyone deserve to be able to vent I do as I do, and say it so life is what it is now let it grow do not hold back those thoughts speak outload but use some wisdom for those are they who try and come break your spirit, your mind and will life can be beautiful, if you find that thrill judge not for the time has come to be judged as you have others what is done is done Karma is king I hope you see It can get you best, when you can't see say its a joke...for some it may be but life's no game, no not to me this shit is real, and doesn't stop so check your ass, and check the clock you choice my be wicked and cruel fuck with me and I'll make you druel or think not.....and become a fool

inside out uupside down go into the night and have no frown life can be wicked cruel with love inside, and never fool live from your heart and never regret the things we chose to do or let happen is free will and tho twisted through I never knew what I sould do alas that day came from whence I started to fly from within and never marter with love and light to show the way I live on looking for the day to find that person who touched my soul held it tight, yet softly enough to grow

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

without darkness we would know no light without light we would know no darkness without all the pain we wouldn't see the beauty without the loss we wouldn't understand what we have everything has a reason though its sometimes never seen pain without sorrow and death without gain life is beautiful if you grab it by the maine life is hard, and pain a must... but without it then love would not make you bust I know these things for I have lived then true sometimes its so hard though when your feeling so blue They say good things come to those who wait its been so long is this really my fate? I spead the goodness, the love, and beauty without question, reason, or end one day I know I will find THAT friend the one who see's me for who I am and cherishs everything about the man I am untill then I lick my wounds gaurd my heart... and cherish every moment for you know not when your day will come and you yourself will meet your maker and stand in judgement for your choice's live from the heart...never forget it can all leave in an instant... life is too short