"Treasure"
She whispers
"please remember me
When I am gone from here"
She whispers
"please remember me
But not with tears...
Remember I was always true
Remember that I always tried
Remember I loved only you
Remember me and smile...
For it's better to forget
Than to remember me
And cry"
"remember I was always true
Remember that I always tried
Remember I loved only you
Remember me and smile...
For it's better to forget
Than to remember me
And cry... "
6 years so far. I don't know if I can handle this another year. I miss my brother, but I can understand why he did it. 6 years has gone by now and I still just mope on the 16th. Just want to cry and curl up in a ball and join him where ever he is. Open up my scars like ripping open a birthday gift. I feel so empty without him. He was my better half, my twin sorta speak. :( Today will be a bad day for me. Don't know how much I will be online. Or around at all. :( Maybe I should just give up, this feeling is just too much for me to take right now.
