Melting down,
stiring around,
harder it gets,
yellow and white,
setting on the table,
tools of destruction,
breaking down,
smaller pieces,
piece on the pipe,
lighter flames,
inhales,
bells ring,
vision blurs,
sweat pours,
heart races,
cant stop at one,
always needing more,
that yellow lady,
who's control is ultimate,
who takes your life,
and spirals it into oblivion,
hate blossums,
love and caring dissapear,
picking up again and the lighter flames,
inhaling that precious smoke,
needing more always,
life in shambles,
family disappears,
loneliness is overpowering,
that need grows stronger with every hit,
alone,
the ringing grows,
the thoughts overpower,
sold everything of value,
cant get enough,
always needing more,
these thought and needs overpower till there is nothing left but the undenialbe realization that you are nothing without it,
your brain becomming dependant on its chemical romance,
its total need of control,
without it shakes and derangement over come you,
give anything for just one more,
always needing just one more,
always searching for that first high,
that first flight of extacy,
never obtaining,
burning out till there is nothing left,
leaving the mind and body in total destruction,
always having that voice whisper,
you need me...
