you ever get the feeling yourment to be alone in the world all your life?
like god just keeps giving you a taste of something you'll never truly have?
why is it that when your so close your goal its so much harder to reach than when you first started out?
is it just me, or does it seem that when your down on your luck, when you cant get any lower and everything you want in life is so far out of reach, the very thing you want becomes the very thing that is now ripping your soul apart?
why is that?
have i gone insane? it seems that most women today are falling for men, who to me seem to treat them and everyone around like crap.
am i truly in a world where the nice guy finsihes last?
has chivalry really died in this world as a whole?
am i the last man on this earth that belive that a woman deserves to be treated with love compassion and respect?
am i alone? cause some times i feel like i am. sometimes i feel like the world just doesnt care.
about itself,
about others,
about its past or future,
im not perfect, hell who is?
but i try good, honorable, decent. hell in my oppinion we should at least all try.
