Hey people,
It's too bad you all don't know me too well... my love life sucks and I get jealous every time my roommate gets to find people to get along with. Times like that make me question why I'm on this god-forsaken earth... Why is there no one loving me? am i such a loser that every woman on the world hates me? why don't they react to my messages? why don't the women I do meet act like psycho's??? Why do women fall for me while they live halfway around the world.
it's stuff like this that's making me depressed enough to think of taking my own life. But on those moments I look in the mirror and say: "You're not a loser. It's not you. They don't speak to you because they're living their own lives. YOU'LL GET YOUR SHOT AT REAL LIFE!!"
so I guess life should start questioning me. It should say: "Why aren't you down yet?"
it is because I have the little group of friends, even the ones I don't even speak to anymore.Even you people reading this. It's evidence you care, because you're taking the time to read this.
love you,
Bram
