Dr Black's blog: "Public.."

I am writing this so that on future birthdays I can look back at this and say, "At least this one isn't as bad as my 37th birthday".. Not looking for sympathy..

It's insanely cold here as with everywhere else.. My car doesn't seem to he handling it well at all.. On my way to work this morning my car diecided to break down. I had to take the bus the rest of the way.. I was 30 minutes late.

Jen bought me a new coffee mug. I love it.. I had to walk part of the way to work and the lid came off it while i was walking and i lost it.. FUCK!

Was a normal day at work. Nothing great.. around 10:30 the only good thing happened. Jen sent me an edible bouquet and a balloon.. It embarrassed me a ton but made me smile.. I love it..

My dad picked me up from work and drove me to my car.. It ran like shit the whole way home but i got home.. Thank god for dad picking me up.. i love him..

The car is driving like shit because the water pump is freezing because i am burning up collant.. I tried to add more and took a full on blast of antifreeze in the face.. NICE.. antifreeze tastes like shit.. *sigh*

My mom is sick and won't be able to see me for over a week.. I don't know if my brother is going to come over.. *sigh*

I get home and find that Jen baked me a cake. God i love that woman.. 

I log into fubar to find bling and messages from my friends.. Thank you!

Jen and all of you have given me the few smiles I have had today.. I cannot express how much it means to me. Thank you so much.. 

I plan to spend the remainder of this shit day drinking a beer and watching my Blazers play.. I really hope they win tonight, i need it happen. 

Again, thank you all so much.. I love you guys..

and Jen is the greatest woman who walks with earth.. I am so lucky to have her..

Thanks for reading.

Ryan..