I'm tired of having to prove myself to people I've been having to do that for a good bit of my life and I'm tired of it. I'm to the point where I don't give a shit anymore, I think it's because of the way I look, matter-of-fact I know that's what it is.
People always assume stuff about me or think I'm a joke with nothing to offer or on the other end, they feel like they have to be jealous of me and intentionally cause a disturbance because they don't like me. I stay to myself and don't get involved in stuff that I know isn't my business.
This world is soooooo shallow it's so sad I see people talking trash about someone just because of how they look, which puzzles the hell out of me, I've met some amazing people, and no they didn't look like Jessica Alba or George Clooney.
I don't get it what do I have to do to be respected, they think I'm a push-over because I bend alot, but I don't break, and when I'm honest, I'm considered mean. I'll try my hardest to avoid confrontation, I have better energy usage then to argue or fight with someone over something, most of the time, is dumb in nature.
I honestly don't give a fuck what people think about me anymore, as long as they leave me be and don't cause me to mean or rude.
Like in an earlier post I honestly believe I would be better off on an island by my damn self so no more "intelligent" human contact could be encountered.
World... go fuck yourself, but make sure you have a condom on so you don't make anymore like yourself...
