Hellene fuengaged to Vampire Ra TWD's blog: "Random Rant time"

I tell yah, life can really throw you a curve ball and frankly i'm at the point of being fed up with it all.

the fact of having just recently undergone major oral surgery (removing most of all my teeth) which has left me totally feeling out of sorts and only half the person I once was.  Still trying to come to grips with how to consume most foods.  Feeling like a freak every time I see myself in the mirror.

Then having my old demon biting me in the rear.  Can never seem to be near anyone without them projecting the fantasy that they see as me onto me.  So tired of not being free to be myself and really tired of being pressured just cuz I don't fit the build.