"Life and Death"
For my grandma who passed away in '02
Sleepless Night
Lost in the Darkness
It fills my heart
And overwhelms my soul
I feel a piercing blade upon my throat
Ready to tear away my pain
I start to yearn for that instant
When my life begins to fade
Desiring death has been my only crime
There is a destiny awaiting me for all eternity
In pain and suffering in the eternal flames of hell
Which somehow brings a sweet relief from this cruel reality
Should I continue on and take my very life with this blade?
Or shall I live on another day?
So many questions
i've sought just for an answer to it all
Wishing to bring forth an end to it all
