notallwhowanderarelost's blog: "Poetry"

“Conscience is but a word that cowards use Devised at first to keep the strong In awe!!!

“Angels and Demons” I’m a star I’m a slave I’m a whore I found the door I’m game So lets play I need satisfaction Without delay Crack the whip Wrap me in pain Hit me Kiss me Pleasure and pain Am I mad Or am I sane? Swimming in a river of desire Dancing on a lake of fire Totally free, I’m letting go No attachment, No fear Enjoying the show I’m a star I’m a slave I’m a whore I found the door I know the devil I know his show He sends me demons From down below I know the lord He’s always nigh He sends me angels From up on high All together we dance and sing We love each other Lust is king Angels and Demons Pleasure and Pain Am I mad Or am I sane Warchild 1999

Your born You eat You shit You sleep You grow up You work You mate It’s fate New family More bills You’re fucked Drink pills You survive You gain weight Say, Good-Bye Time to die

“Untitled” Here I sit All full of hate Who now Will I segregate Will I love and lose Will I lust and gain Don’t know what to chose All I see are chains Locked within my mind I’m beaten with bars I won’t look behind Above and beyond I can see the stars Of those left behind All are bones A heart full of love Turned to stone Through love lost With agony and pain You must suffer To earn your reign Through hate and fear Are proper gears? A machine of hate Lost in the dust of years The reaper comes With passing time Through palace or slum Without reason or rhyme There is a dreadful hell Where sinners must With devils dwell In darkness, fire, and chains Steel will rust Chains will break How many hearts Will I forsake? Warchild 1998

Thought of the Day---- April 23, 1999 Let no one read the poems I have written up Till now Let no one believe in them, As I believed Before the defeat Before life taught me That I was a fraud That I only dreamed I was different That I never was what I thought I was