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BrokenDreamer's blog: "Poetry"

created on 11/21/2006  |  http://fubar.com/poetry/b26965

Not Forgotten

I have not forgotten you
Or the things you would do
The way you smiled at me
Just how happy we'd be

Friends forever is what we'd say
But it didn't turn out that way
Laughing, crying, and talking
Happy by myself, just walking

On the phone for hours on end
On one another we learned to depend
To brighten each others day
In one very special way

Joking around and making plans too
Thinking of all the things we could do
The fun we would have when we meet
Because of complications, we admit defeat

You're not there like you use to be
However, your memory will remain with me
You will not be forgotten so easily, You know
I will never forget what we had to let go

It was special and I'll treasure it forever
If they ask if I regret if, I will say never
What we had was special, it will remain that way
And on that subject I have nothing more to say

When we think all hope is gone
And there is no point in going on
Look around the room and see
There is much more than you and me

More pain and agony, more suffering
More hell in this world in which we are living
Than you may realize because you don't look
More than what you think God forsook

You are not alone in your sorrow
Even if you don't want to see tomorrow
Remember there are some in this life
That lost family, loved ones, a husband or wife

Maybe they go without food from day to day
Can you see yourself living that way
Well the truth is there is more to life then you
More to be upset about, more you could do

Don't try and compare you pain, or sadness to another
They may have to live without a father or mother
You don't know what its like because you have it all
What would you do if you lost everything, Maybe you'd fall

But there are people yet who live with disease
Some who ask to end it all, who beg "please"
They'd love to be in your place to "Suffer" your way
But what is it that you have to say

Oh no, you broke up with your boyfriend
But if you look close you'll see its not the end
You have another chance to be happy and smile
But all they can do is wish, all the while

They look around with trash on the ground
Garbage on their door step, death all around
How can we be so selfish as to think we have it bad
What if we had it just as bad as others had?

Could you live your life on the streets, in a shelter
Time to find somewhere to hide from the swelter
Can you function without technology like a phone
Could you go on living life if you were truly alone

So open your eyes, look at the people on earth
Know that there is so much that life is worth
You may have a little problem here or there
But if you saw what others lived, you wouldn't care

You think you have it so rough when you don't get that car
Or when you don't have a ride to see where your friends are
But just think of the others who don't have food in their system
And think how lucky you are compared to them

Stop thinking you have is so bad, and its the end of the line
You may be sad and hurt but you will be just fine
Believe me when I say you can be in a worse place
So put that smile back on your face

Don't let anyone get you down
Stop letting others make you frown
There is hope to be found in life everyday
You just have to make it that way.

Disappointments

Why is it that I make you so mad
What don't I get that you wish I had
When we laugh, smile and kiss all day
Something always gets in the way

Why do I always mess things up with you
Tell me what is there that I can do
I don't want anymore arguments
Only joyous and happy moments

I hate making things so difficult
I don't try to, its not my fault
I don't understand why I do what I do
But I will try what I can not to

Everything was perfect, not a problem in sight
I try to keep it that way with all my might
You mean more to me than life itself, you know
I don't want to ruin what we have, that's no show

My heart, mind, body and soul belong to you
There is nothing I wouldn't do to make you happy too
Just to see the gleam in your eyes, the smile on your face
I'd do anything to keep it that way, beyond time and space

I can't stand when you are annoyed with me
What is it that I do to make you so angry
I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment to you
Please believe me, whatever it is you choose to do

If You Only Knew

If you only knew What it is you do Just how happy You always make me The smile on my face You put it in that place The joy you bring The song I now sing If you really look I am an open book I can't hold out I have to shout The world must know There's something to show My heart pounds, my eyes wide I can no longer hide The love I feel for you The euphoria I never knew I'm content in your arms I love you and all your charms I refuse to stay silent today I have something I must say If you only knew what you do to me Then things wouldn't be like this you see You'd by my husband and I your wife We would then start our own life I have nothing bad to say You'll make me happiest that day I can't begin to explain to you Just what it is you seem to do The power you have over me You would have to be blind not to see My heart flutters at the sound Of your feet as they hit the ground I know you are near I love you is all I can hear My arms stretched out to you Holding you is what I long to do A sweet scent fills the air I want you to know I'll always be there The feel of your embrace Takes me to a heavenly place There is no where I'd rather you be Then right here next to me Your voice so melodic and your smile Bring me comfort all the while One day your last name will be my own That's when I know I'll never be alone

Remove the Memories

Disappear from my mind and memory
Rid my heart of this pain, let me be
Discard there thought that bring pain
Losing all I hold dear, I'm going insane

Over taken by the promises you make
Believing what you told me is a mistake
Why should I trust you when you apologize
How can I believe you if all you tell are lies

Simply because you say it will be so
Doesn't mean I can believe you, that you must know
Why do you say one thing and do another
Relationships include honesty between each other

Take from me the ideas of faith and trust
For by now you have to know, you must
If you tell me I am inclined to believe you
But what else is there left for me to do

I want to forget what happened before
I don't want to think about it anymore
Why must things be so complicated now
Things normally don't arise and have somehow

Why can't there situations just go away
And why is it you can't do as you say
I just want it to be as it normally would be
So tell me, do you want the same things as me?

Every Time

Every time you look me in the eye It sends a shiver down my spine Every time you kiss me no matter how I try It convinces me that everything will be fine Every time your hand caresses my face I am happy and find myself beginning to grin Every time you say you love me my heart begins to race And I find an uncontrollable joy rising within Every time you are near me I can't help but smile Its impossible to stop it from over taking you see Every time you hold me, happy all the while I find There is no where I would rather be Every time you say my name, just the way you do I can't help but turn around just to see your face Every time we are together, just me and you No matter good or bad, no memory would I erase Every time I look at you, I can't help but know No matter what is to happen you are the one for me Every time you take me in your arms and won't let go I know that's where I was meant to be

Picking Up The Pieces

You said you would always be there That no matter what you'd always care You expect me to believe this lie again When you couldn't keep you promise back then Why should I believe what you say now When you've gone again anyhow I thought it would break me and make me cry But the thought of you not being there just makes me sigh Oh well, I guess our friendship didn't mean much to you Not with all the things you tell me and you don't follow through It doesn't matter like perhaps it should. I would have you around more if I could However it doesnt seem that you really care like you claim Telling me this and that, Do you think I am so lame I know you won't stick to your word anymore You did once but that was back before You said you didn't love me the first time, Oh my Look at you with that tear in your eye I'm sorry you don't understand What I have seen first hand Go on, leave me behind by myself, alone in the darkness I have found a way to secure my own happiness You will not hurt me anymore no matter what you may do Because I have found a way to live my life without you. I wish you all the happiness that life has to offer I want you to have all you could want and more But just make sure you remember how you got there And no matter what I will always care

My Valentine Wish

For this Valentines day I want to hear you say You love me more Than you ever have before To kiss with with such passion In your most romantic fashion Wrap your arms around me Tell me you'll never leave me be Brush my hair from my my eyes Staring at the starry night skies Cuddled up as close as can be No one to bother us, just you and me Hugs and kisses to the end of the night No one to disturb us, no one in sight Alone, quiet and listening to the sound Of the music of nature that is all around I steal a kiss from before you look away Smiling at me, you have nothing to say Comforted by the sounds of your heart Knowing we won't have to be apart Our love blossoms as the night wears on Watching the horizon for the break of dawn When we see the sun rise over the mountain We will have ended the day and it will start again This is my Valentine's day wish, to be with you Holding one another as we always seem to do Baby, on this special day, one we shall share Know I love you and I will always be there

Inseparable

The tenderness of your lips pressed against mine Feeling the beating of our hearts combine Hands tightly held together, refusing to let go Showing our love that can only continue to grow Hand in hand, arm in arm, together forever Refusing to let anyone get in between or sever The bond we share and will not have broken Listening to no one but our hearts within Caring, compassion, and tender love we feel Something we know couldn't be anymore real Trusting each other so much you wouldn't believe Something a loveless person couldn't conceive Love so true it would with stand the test of time One that inspired many poems of rhyme Hearts filled to the brim with nothing but happiness One thing someone who had love would surely miss Holding on for the love I would never sacrifice Seeking any helpful and constructive advice If something were to happen I wouldn't want to live Hurting someone so much, I would never forgive No one can separate me from the one I hold dear He would never let that happen, he'd always be near Your arms wrapped so tightly and secure around me I wish to stay forever like this, actually its already come to be

Shadows Of Freedom

Looking back over the last few years I think back and remember all the tears The pain and the sorrow that had taken me Left me down in the dumps more than I should be Slipping into a bout of depression Hiding in my room, no place for the sun Seeking the cold dark solitude A place to hide from attitude Shivers slowly sent down my spine No more powers above, No one devine Alone in my fortress, quiet and dark Trust me this is no walk in the park The clouded skies, dark and dreary Leave me feeling alone and weary A safe haven from this pain I seek To no one other than myself will I speak The sun and joy too much to take Happiness and love no piece of cake The bitter sweet smell of love in the air Makes one think you could really be there The shadows invade my body and soul Taking my mind, pitch black as is coal Reciting my vow I made in secrecy Alone forever I swore to be You cant bring back someone from the depths of dispair Pulling you in while gasping small amounts of air They want to be free, just as I wish to be one day But that day is not today, for that much I can say. A gleam of light when I see that hand reach for me Scared I try and grasp it, what can this be Freedom from the thing I fear the most Depression is gone and in this I can now boast
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