I have this wee fellow who lives in my brain...
He taunts me,he teases me,he makes me insane...
Though how he can do that when I already am...
Is one for the young "shrink,doctor"man...
The meds aren't effective,they just make me lazy.
Though the world's rather pretty through vision that's hazy.....
He's starting to scream at this tiime of year;
that he's all I need....
Get rid of all these others on here.....
Can't let him succeed for he hurts those I know..
Uses words like hammers to deliver his blows....
He doesn't know love,only anger and hate..,,,,
Been alone all his life,been beaten and raped...
When I give my trust he laughs in my ear....
Tells me I'll be sorry,instills the old fears...
When I try to explain why I am what I am.....
The looks of disgust close the door with a slam......
No more will I give a person a chance.....
To trample my heart through life's little dance.
The wee man's myself though a female I be....
For perhaps as a male I could have protected me....
