wiqid's blog: "Poetry"

Fucked Up I gave you my heart, I gave you everything. And now I feel like you're drifting away. Avoiding me? Maybe. Not telling me something ... I think so. It hurts to think that you won't wait for me. It hurts to think that you're with someone else while I'm trapped here and chained to a wall so I can't be in your arms. Fuck, it hurts. Inside I'm sinking ... falling ... forever spiraling downward into a blackened void. Whips across my back, knives against my flesh, poison dripping down my throat. Fists against my face, blackening my ivory skin. I'm dying inside ... I'm falling. Will you catch me? Will you pick me up into your arms and kiss away the tears, brush my hair away from my face and trace my bruises and cuts with your fingers? Will you be there when I wake up from my coma? Will you save me? Will you?

I close my eyes and all I can see are eyes that entrance my mind and heart, and a smile that melts my very soul. You pull me out of the darkness and into the embrace of your arms. I close my eyes. With you, I drown in those pools of sapphire, intoxicated by your scent. I close my eyes and I can see that face makes my legs go weak and my heart race in my chest. That face makes me fall to my knees, in awe of the gorgeous smile that falls upon those lips. I can't get close enough to you, hold you close enough, hold you tight enough. So I'll close my eyes. I want to melt into you, to bathe in your voice. With eyes shut, I can feel your fingers tracing along my face and I can feel your breath warming the nape of my neck. I close my eyes and tears roll down my cheeks for you are no longer beside me and these things are just memories. But I won't trade those memories for anything in the universe, for you are my everything. The feelings I have for you are nameless. The nameless beauty of you, your heart, your soul, ... just you.