Baby T Reed Rockstar Member's blog: "Poetry in Motion"

Because of you, I now have a better sense of how and what I want my future to look like. Because of you, my days look more brighter than ever. Because of you, the time is now for me to take the stage. Because of you, I can have everything according to my desire. Because of you, my heart can't grow more fonder. And baby because of you, I love you more than life itself. I'm more loved and more focused in my life, because of you.

Here I am, lying in bed thinking about you. Wondering where are you now? Don't leave me here unaware of your whereabouts, just tell me where you are and my heart will calm down. Right now, my hearts is beating, faster than ever before. Please let me hear from you, let me know if you are alright. With you in my arms, you are safe.

Whether you love me or hate me, I am who I say I am. To all who love me: I thank you all for being there for when I needed you. You all are so kind, so caring, so loving that you all bring tears to my fine hazel eyes. My heart beats for all of you, you all are my best friends and you deserve the very best that life has to offer, the love and friendship from a woman like me. To the haters out there: Well, what can I tell you? you used to love me, you used to care for me, you used to understand me. But now I see the truth coming out from you. You did nothing but stab me in the back and used me. I can feel your anger, it's painful enough to bare. But no matter how hard to try to make me forgive you, I cannot take the pain anymore. You have hurt me for the last time, now you are nothing but a painful memory, and that is something that I have to face on my own.

If you look closely in to these eyes of mine, what do you see? a rose? a perfectly cut diamond? a burning flame? well, to tell the truth, it can be anything that you want to see, it's all in the state of mind. If you love me? you know, the real me, my heart is happy and is beating strong for you, but don't under estimate me, I will be a good friend to you, but I can double cross you if you don't watch your step and cross the line. I have been betrayed before, but promise me that you won't betray me. I'm not gonna run and hide from you anymore, just tell me what you want from me, I will be as kind and caring as a kitten, but I will be like a car and run you over if you are not careful and don't look where you are going. I just wanna be me.