Vicious Mistress's blog: "Poetry I've Found"

With rivers flowing down her cheeks and thunder cursing through her veins. With never ending heartache and continuously building pain. Running thorugh the streets, screaming in the park, "I know you never loved. Without me you're better off". Of course he never loved me, I'm but a useless screwed up kid. But I'm not sure what I'll do without him, he was my reason to live. He got away with more than anyone, scared me more then ever before. But I made just one simple mistake, our relationships no more. I always knew this was bound to happen. I was only chasing a dream. Nothing's ever right for me, This is just another scene. I'm sitting in my room and I think of what you said, "I don't care what you did goodbye", I knew he never cared. All those nights wasted, all that credit that I burned. I should have been more careful, you're just anopther lesson to learn. Babe my heart is bleeding, you promised not to hurt me. You said you hated fighting, I was right, I'm not worth it. So babe tell me were you lieing? Was there ever a point you cared? Excuse me while I kill myself, I know you wont care that I'm not there. I pick up my shiny scissors, my stainless steel best friend. I'm sorry babe but its not worth it, This insanity now ends. The blood starts pouring out my body, As I lay down for the final time I smile. I send that final message, "I'll be dead in a little while". The only message that's returned is "whatever then goodbye". I guess he don't believe me, whatever I whisper as I cry. I slowly dial his number, as expected he didn't answer. "I'll miss you baby you killed me" Is the message that I whisper. Now my phone is ringing, I slowly pick it up. He said "No babe I'm sorry, please honey don't give up" "I'm sorry but it's just too late, you didn't call in time" "BABY PLEASE DON'T DO THIS I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE!" I wrap a bandage round my wrist, so I might live long enough to say farewell. "Baby please I don't want to hear it. I needed you as well. I needed you to love me, needed you to help me through. Don't you DARE say you loved me, I know that isn't true." "Please I swear it is. I swear I do care about you babe" "Please just let me go, Its too late I can't be saved." She hears him start to cry and her heart it rips in two "Please do not cry for me, I did this for you. You see without me you can move on, you'll live a normal life. I never was any good to you, while it lkasted this was nice" "Please I'm sorry but don't do this. Things will turn around" "Please do not tell me that Its you that's thrown me in the ground. "I thought that you cared for me I THOUGHT YOU FVCKING CARED! I guess it doesn't matter, in a few minutes I won't be here" "I can't believe you're doing this-" "Not doing it's done. You really meant a lot to me. Tell me did you have fun? Did you enjoy hurting me, did yo enjoy making me cry? ANd now the most important question babe, do you like listening to me die? 'Coz I'm not lieing this is it, Soon my heart will stop. Its far too late for sorry, my BP just made its final drop" She's whispering in the phone, her words he can barely hear. "I'm sorry babe I love you. I wish that I was there. I wish that I was with you, I wish that you weren't dieing. I wish tyhat you can forgive me, I hope that you're not crying. I honestly do love you I still want you as my girlfriend" Unfortunately he was too late 'coz I am already dead. I died under the influence, the influence of words. More deadly than the strongest drug, they cause people so much hurt. okay i didnt write this but i liked it when i read it so yeah...

We traveled the world on separate paths stealing glances between the trees and sharing moments from afar Though our voices could call out in comfort our hands could never touch and no matter how dear or true our hearts might have been they could never beat as one As we moved along two lives in parallel we swapped stories on quiet nights and bared ourselves like never before we marched forward pushing through tragedy and triumph with a constant eye to the path beyond aching for what awaited through the howling trees Though we picked up fellow travelers and bonded with other souls the face beyond the trees haunted us both But as two lives in parallel doomed never to meet we made our own happiness and found our own dreams while waiting for the two paths to meet Yet, even as we wished on every star for our roads to intersect we knew we could be in the arms of another unable to share the desired embrace Still, no cruel twist of fate could keep our two souls apart and whether we meet as friends or lovers neither shall endure a broken heart So as we stand here silently two faces between the trees let's raise our glass to toast the stars and give thanks to friends and lovers For no matter which role you play the result will be the same two hearts will be light at least for one day some of the poems ive been reading lately are off of Ravens Rants website...and i find them very good so yeah i keep going there....

Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life it was on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have a clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well, I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well, the pizza was good, and the party was great, but the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Jeff was half drunk by this time. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble!" Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Jeff was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Jeff was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done, I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died." "Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her Mom and Dad." p.s. i didnt write this so im not taking the credit...i dont really know who wrote it i found it and liked it so yeah....