Doubts I have
they care me away
the fear of what maybe
I know they also
drive you crazy
when I tell them to you
Forgive me
for they are not
meant to hurt you
I thought if we both knew
what they were
we could handle them
together as one
My mistake
for they are only
MY doubts and fears
There really no reason
for them to be here
A constant fight
with the feeling with in
A battle that one day
I hope to win
Patience is a virtue
I lack in spades
Most difficult virtue
to gain
Time is what passes
me by
Especially when I doubt
my heart
Patience and time
go hand in hand
When it comes to
my hopes and dreams
All things in their time
and not before
This is what makes
Them worth so much more
I lose my way
more often than I'd like
Mostly when it comes to you
and my dreams last night
How long must I be denied?
The love I gave so freely
You take without question
I stand by you
even when I am not there
You left standng me alone
as if you do not care
You hardly say a word
just a poke me here and there
A hug or a heart
sometimes a smile
Cast me aside
if I mean nothing to you
Just tell me before you do
Sitting here on my bed...thinking about what you said..my heart is breaking...you left me shaking...I am tired of the games...alone with no answer...We are just a disaster...whatever happens happens...I am to confused...it is all cuz you don't know what to do...I am here as a friend..always until the bitter end.
I might be broken...I will be just fine...the life I live is now mine.
I want you to find happiness
The joy of being you
Thank you for letting me in
No my life alone
Shall truly begin!
I know where I stand with you.....friends and nothing more....something brings me back to you....yet there is nothing I can really do...I hide my feelings...so that you do not see...exactly what you mean to me...I say just friends...keep things hidden...no one will ever know...keep it to myself...admire from afar...
I have been murdered..
thrown to the ground...
beaten, kicked, and stabbed.
Left bleeding...
no remorse...
nothing left...
NOTHING!!
Lying dead...
no longer beating...
what is this cold feeling?
What happened I cannot explain...
nothing left but a shell...
no more tears...
no more pain...
no more fear...
no more of anything...
You are to blame...
took what I gave...
crushed what was left..
killed the very thing
that I had held dear
I was murdered
I no longer breath.
There is a hole in my chest
Where my heart used to rest
Torn out and ripped apart
Shredded into unmendable pieces
There is a hole in my chest
Where my heart used to rest
I did my best to keep it safe
However there is nothing left
Just this hole
In my chest.
You weren’t the one
I gave too much
You gave to little
It was hard to see
But baby you weren’t the one for me
It is hard to take
Feeling my heart break
Crying rivers of tears
All that’s left are doubts and fears
I hope and pray that I will find my way
Into a new and brighter day
I am moving on
No matter how much it hurts
To realize that
Baby....you weren't the one!
Some say there is no future
for you and me
So why bother trying
With all this doubt
I feel like dying
I do not know
what the future may bring
All I know is
"I love you"
My heart wants to sing
I am going to fight
So all of you haters
Back the fuck off
Get out my head
He is my future, my heart
I am not letting go
They say the distance
will break us
There is no way
We can make it
Communication and honesty
Patience and faith
I will stand beside you
for as long as it takes
My doubts must drive you crazy
How did I get you?
You say "You did, why ask why?"
These so called friends got my head spinning
With words of "goodbye"
All I know is that
"I love you"
My heart wants to sing
All you haters back the fuck off
He is my future, my heart
And together,
WE WILL WIN!
What is behind your eyes?
I see something
Yet I do not know what to say
Is it pain, sorrow, hate, lust, anger?
So many things can be hidden
You never say a word
I am not afraid
Of what you might be hiding
Unsure of who to trust
What I am going to say is true!
I just want to get to know you
I want nothing but your friendship
I will not lie or talk behind your back
I am that way
I am here if you would like to talk
Just say “hi”