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Back Up From The Fall

For some people, falling is easy.
I never really was one of those people.
I always stood strong and a never missed a step.
I was once unmovable.
Until I met you.
You threw me around like I couldn't believe.
You drung me out in the rain and had me tripping over my feet.
You made falling easy.
And so I fell.
The problem was that I couldn't fall forever.
I've hit the bottom without a splash.
Now I'm faced with a new problem.
My legs are broken from the fall.
Getting up seems impossible.
But my hope drives me to do the impossible.
I will stand again.
I will get back up from this fall.

Back From The Darkside.

I went from good to bad.
I ruined my white shirt.
I took my clean soul and threw it in the dirt.
I gave up on trying and didnt really care of defeat.
I took a walk on the wild side and tripped over my feet.
Then a mighty hand smacked me in the face.
He asked me what I was doing in this dark place.
When only silence left my mouth.
I knew without a doubt.
That it was all wrong.
It was an illusion, nothing but a shame.
I decided to change back.
And so here I am.
I took my dirty shirt and hit it with some Tide.
I washed my soul clean and Im back from the darkside.
My soul is clean again and im goin to keep it that way.
If someone asks me what Im doing here this is what I'll say.
Im here to help spread the word of God.
To save the souls of man.
To bring them back from the darkside and help them understand.

Sides of a Two Faced Coin

I like it when you smile.
I like your pouting face.
But when I look in your eyes,
I'm lost without a trace.

I see into your mind.
Through all the clouds of doubt.
I've locked you in my heart.
And I don't want you out.

I see the words you write and they touch me in my soul.
We're both trapt in this world with nowhere else to go.
The others don't get it and they probably never will.
But I see through it all and I know just how you feel.

We are both sides of a coin with more than just one face.
You are a special part of me that no one can ever replace.

Hidden Agression
I get it from here and there.
I find it everywhere.
I won't let it out.
I'll ball it up instead.
I'll let build to the top, but only in my head.
If its really there, you will never know.
I'll hold on to it tight.
Everywhere I go.
I'll clinch it with my fist.
While my blood is red.
I'll hold it with all my might.
Until im cold and dead.
I don't want to do this.
I hate to hold it in.
I don't want to have this when I meet my end.
I dare not be cruel enough.
To let it go on you.
So I'll suck it up and bite my lips.
Until my days are through.

Burried

Happiness!
That's something that seems to avoid this place.
I try to bring my own happiness into this trap, but it always seems to escape me.
I don't blame it though. I would do the same if I could.

What keeps me here? I wonder.
I'm not doing anybody any good by digging myself deeper into this hole.
Is it guilt that keeps me here?
I've held us both up for so long.
The younger one left her and I wonder if i should too.

Deeper and deeper the hole gets.
In the hole I find myself constricted.
I can't move and there's no air.
The end is coming.

The pressure is piling on.
I'm slowly disappearing under the pain of the others like me.
The dirt of my past continues to pile on.
I'm burried now and no one even knows it.

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