Devious's blog: "poems"

Many Nites many nites i have cried from the things u do i felt like i could die from the thought of losing u many nites u have cried from the things i have done u felt like u could die knowing i am the one many nites i have cried you made me feel ignored many nites i have cried only wantin to be adored many nites u have cried i made u feel ashamed many nites u have cried u felt i was only a game many nites i have cried until tears fell no more many nites i have cried as i layed upon this floor many nites u have cried the pain began to rage many nites u have cried feeling trapped in a cage many nites we have cried from the love we share we felt as if we could die if the other wasn't there but the nites that we cried from the things we have done our love finally died For we will never be one

I thought i could never love again... Knowin my life has been full of pain... So i closed this door to my heart .... Not wantin to open for another start... something came to me, not knowin what to do... As i opened this door and i saw you... You came thru my door with open arms... Making me feel you would do no harm.... You take my hand and pull me near ... Taking me close saying not to fear... As you look into my eyes i start to cry... I take a deep breathe and release a sigh.. You place my hand upon your heart... And i dont know if i should pull apart... I look into your eyes and begin to feel... Because with you i know its real.... I say these words so easy and true ... Cause I know I will forever love YOU!

Sorry! SORRY for what I said to you Those words were harsh & unfair. SORRY I took you for granted Or that told you I didn't care. SORRY for the heartache And causing any undue pain, SORRY for what I dished to you And you didn't give back the same. SORRY for the waiting Or wasting your time, SORRY if I said you weren't worth it ...I guess I kinda lost my mind. SORRY for mistaking something That I thought was true, SORRY if you don't understand Why I do what I do. SORRY for my feelings And if they're not enough, SORRY that I didn't give you a chance To work through all this stuff. SORRY if you can't Fit me into your life, SORRY for what I said Because that just wasn't right. SORRY if I'm cramping your style Or getting in your way, SORRY if I don't say the things You want me to say. SORRY if I don't measure up To what you want me to be. SORRY if I can't be enough To make you, just want me. SORRY...but not talking to you Is more than I can bear, And I'm so SORRY for not telling you sooner How much I really do care. SORRY for apologizing But I don't know what to do, Because I don't want to be SORRY If my life doesn't include you!

GO AWAY I told him to go away He asked me if I meant today. I told him, No! I meant forever, Id see him never! He grabbed me & I watched him cry I fought my tears when he asked me, Why? Without you near, I think Id die. What can I do to make you stay? I heard him say. The words spoken were harsh and severe I told him, without shedding a tear, As much as I care, it would never be, The pain is inside, which cant be seen! I told him to go away I dont love you! he heard me say. He asked if there was someone else How hard is it to understand That theres no more us! There were too many nights I spent all alone Worrying and waiting for your call. But you were out getting stoned And having yourself a ball! Now my life has taken a turn And its just about ready to begin. Dont think Im gonna return I can no longer handle the pain within! I dont want to be friends No more infatuations, Lets put an end To this bad situation. I want my chance to live With no more crap you give. I dont want you telling me what to do Nor who I can see and who not to! Im no longer an object to call your own Now listen closely to what I have to say... Leave me alone And Just Go Away!

Hidden Emotions What am I doing? Starting to feel this way. I have no right. No matter what you say. We are just friends With just a touch more. My feelings run deep. To the very core. I try to be strong And not let you see The truth that I hide Because we will not be. I love it when you smile. It makes me want you more. You say it is impossible. It is something that I can't ignore. I will keep my feelings hidden. So in my life, you will stay. Even though the feelings get stonger With each passing day.

Mine . . . & . . . Yours! My Fingers - - Your Ears Your Eyes - - My Tears My Lips - - Your Chest Your Tongue - - My Breast Your Mind - - My Soul My Grip - - Your Hold Your Hands - - My Thighs My Whispers - - Your Sighs My Touch - - Your Embrace My Legs - - Your Waist My Breath - - Your Inhale Your Name - - I Exhale

I CLOSE MY EYES Current mood: lonely Category: Writing and Poetry i close my eyes as i see your face takin me in your arms feeling your warm embrace i close my eyes as i see you smile you kiss me so softly makin me feel worthwhile i close my eyes and now u are gone the tears begin to flow knowing i am now alone i close my eyes your face i can see i have hurt you once more your love i will never be i close my eyes as i begin to cry you are my soulmate but for now u said goodbye

U came to mee the hour you were in pain Looking for answers, U cried to me in vain. U shared the many skeletons hiding in your heart, U knew then I'd be your friend, U knew it from the start. Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through your life, I picked the pieces up and help you through your strife. When home wasn't home to you no more, I opened up my heart, and opened up the door. We cried into night until the early morn. We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns. As time flew, the air grew thick, I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick. The day had arrived, When it was time to say goodbye. Now I sit alone, reminiscing the past u had blown.