CELTICCHARMS77LOOKING FOR MY LEPRECHAUN's blog: "POEMS~~ PROSE ~ETC!!"

THE HOLE JUST GROWS WIDER AND DEEPER PERHAPS THE ANSWERS ARE UNATTAINABLE MAYBE EVEN UN NEEDED BUT THE DEEP DESIRE AND PASSION ARE JUST EXCRUITIATINGLY UNATTAINABLE MAYBE ACCEPTANCE IS THE ANSWER BUT THEN THE JOURNEY ENDS AND THAT IS TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE DAN CELTICCHARMS

STRETCHING,REACHING, STRIVING PUSHING,PULLING,COVERING SLIDING,REGRESSING, DIGRESSING FEVERISHLY TRYING URGENTLY FILLING DESPERATELY MOLDING TRYING TO FILL THAT HOLE AS I PULL ONE WAY IT SLIPS AWAY BEGRUDGINGLY SCULPTING AS THE HOLE SWALLOWS UP MORE IGNORING, HIDING, SINGING LOUDLY LOOKING AWAY, PROJECTING, SUBLIMATING DANCING AWAY FROM THE SITE THE HOLE ALWAYS THERE ALWAYS PRESENT ALWAYS UGLY, ALWAYS ARROGANTLLY TAUNTING THE HOLE THE HOLE DAN CELTIC CHARMS

THINGS HAPPEN ALWAYS NOW TRYING FOR LIFE AND LOVE THE GREAT EXPLORATION GOES AGAIN MORE EVENTS SEE THE POWER SEE THE PAIN AND SO IT CONTINUES SEE THE WEAKNESS SEE THE STRENGTH UNCLEARLY MORE IS SEEN ALWAYS MOVING, ALWAYS CHANGING SEE THE FRUITS, SEE THE PITS BUT HERE IT IS ALWAYS ENSCONSCED BY THE CROSS OFTEN PUSHING, OFTEN PULLING THE PARADOX REMAINS LIFE AND LOVE ALWAYS FOREVER PLUS MORE DAN CELTIC CHARMS

PERIODS IN LIFE OFTEN SEEM MUTED IN OPAQUE WORTHLESSNESS. WHILE FEELING MIRED IN AMBIGUITY AND UTTER CONFUSION.AMIDST MANY HOURS OF PAINFUL,LONELY REFLECTION. DEEP, REALLY DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL THAT SEEDS ARE BEING PLANTED AND NOURISHED. DURING THESE PERIODS OF CONFUSED ANXIETY, THE PATTERN REPEATS. SEEMINGLY THESE SEEDS AND ROOTS ARE GROWING DEEPER. AS THESE ROOTS GROW DEEPER THE REALIZATION OF EACH ADDITIONAL NUGGET OF TRUT AND KNOWLEDGE IS ACCOMPANNIED BY THE BURDEN OF ACTING UPON EACH GRANULE OF INSIGHT. THE SOUL CAN BE BURDENED WITH THE ANXIETY AND ENTHUSIASM OF UNDERSTANDING AND REACTING TO THESE BLOSSOMING INSIGHTS. OFTEN THESE TIMES ARE FUSED PARADOXICALLY WITH HOPEFUL ILLUSIONS AND DESPONDENT AUTHENTICITIES DAN CELTIC CHARMS