pimpinman87's blog: "poem to my dad"

hey hey my life is for the takeing my heart is almost breaking im really shaking with all these lies and storys you've been making its no wonder i've been living this life in vain that when i cut so deep it almost hits the vein. my life is for the takeing its heart breaking my life is for the takeing its heart breaking every morning i wake up all shook up with the memories of what you've done to me its no wonder you can't see the pain thats been driven into me take the time to see the life i lead and why i like to see myself bleed. my life is for the takeing its heart breaking my life is for the takeing its heart breaking sometimes i wish i could sleep my life away then to have to put up with the pain do you even care if i hit a vein why do i live my life in shame because its the only way to deal with the pain instead of going insane my life is for the takeing its heart breaking my life is for the takeing its heart breaking

yo yo i hate waking up in the mornings and putting my cold feet on the floor and walking to the bedroom door because the first thought that crosses my mind is i dont want to live this life anymore yell yell what the fuck yell yell what the hell as i walk up stairs i see you fighting and i get so scared i wind up crying why be there now its not like you were there before and the first thought that crosses my mind as i walk threw the door is you dont even reconize me anymore it makes me wana just settle a score and walk out of your life like you've done to me before yell yell what the fuck yell yell what the hell because of you i wind up cutting just to relieve all this stress your giving to me cant you see what your fighting does to me its making me want to bleed instead of living my life free like i want it to be i love you mom and i never want you to leave why cant you just give this life to me and let me be all alone in my sanity its not like you'll ever see me bleed in this life i lead yell yell what the fuck yell yell what the hell

love you love you are the best even if you have a hairy chest your the best i love you alot even when you put me to the test