ruin's blog: "lost and alone"

i see you smile and it brightens my day. but you do not notice me, i geuss i am not there. i watch you from  afar , you do do not see me.  am i a ghost, am i invisable,  wish to be part of your world. i wish for you to see me. but i am afriad that you think me strange that you will think me mad or that you wont think of me at all. so i watch you smile  i watch you from afar. and thaat that you will glance my way.