So it's 5am.
John went out to the bar with his aunt at around 7pm...bars close at 2am. the nigger he cheated on me with goes to the same damn bar...
what am i supposed to think?
no phone calls, at all! not even after the bar closed, saying "honey i'm at so and so's place" NOTHING!
after he promised me he'd be home tonight (which is why i didnt go back to my house) and that he'd call me tonight (which he hasn't done yet)...wtf?!
i'm about to call my mom to come and pick me up and bring me home :(
i tried calling shelly to see if maybe john called him, but shelly didnt answer (he's prolly sleeping) ...his nan hasn't heard from neither john or his aunt.
i dont know what to do... i just wanna go home and snuggle in my bed with my puppy, i miss him. haven't seen him in so long or slept with him curled around my head in what seems like forever..
i'm so depressed... over something i shouldnt be.
but thats what happens when your trust gets betrayed, once more i guess...
