BEFORE even considering trying to add me, read blog "the random and possibly deranged" or "me". Keep putting the damn thing in the wrong spot and sick of moving it, so now don't know how the Fu has it listed, but it's in there...



I believe in love, lust, sex and romance, I don't want everything to add up to the perfect equation...I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion and heat and sweat and madness...my twin, my opposite, I don't want to find a perfect person I want to find my imperfect person that I see perfectly....

If you take me too seriously, chances are you won't like me. I tend to contradict myself often. I'm sarcastic and usually have a great sense of humor, just don't make assumptions about me or my attitude. Keep in mind the old saying "still waters run deep". The surface and the depths do not likely match each other at any given time. I believe in living your life, I mean LIVING it. I refuse to become that person who wastes my life waiting for things to happen. I believe it takes bravery to live. Life itself isn't easy, and nothing worth having is going to show up on your doorstep with no effort on your part. You get what you give, the world owes you nothing and life in general just IS WHAT IT IS... so make it something worth all the tears, the blood, the laughter, the smiles, the nights that go on and on... cuz we only go around once and I know I'd rather take the chances in front of me than regret the ones I passed by.... but hey, that's me.

I am spiritual but do not attend church and have zero desire to go back.

I am frequently oblivious and pre-occupied.

Subtlety, tact, and timing are qualities I need to work on.

I have a *vicious* sense of humor- especially when laughing at myself.

(^^ that last 4 lines.. I read on someone's profile once, don't remember who, but it just fit me so well that I adopted it...)

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”
~~ Jack Kerouac


"Not everything has a name. Some things lead us into a realm beyond words." ~~ Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn

In 3 words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on. ~~ Robert Frost