What joys I begin my PHYSICAL THERAPY today, not sure how this shit works but DOC said that it's in my best interests to do so. I'm in none stop pain all the time from the treatments I've had over the year from MAY of 2008 till now.. My back & hips hurt so bad that sometimes I feel as if I'm going down an have a few times fucking myself up of course but at least I'm still here with my family & that there is worth all the pain I'm going through, if it wasn't for GOD/MY HUSBAND/FATHER-IN-LAW & MOTHER maybe things would have been different but I'm very happy to have such loving people around me to make things easier.. Will never say that my health isn't bad but at least my body is in good shape since all this has happened to me, I take so many damn pills in which I hate but have ta take em for the menopause,pain & depression and so on...
Anyways wish me luck cause I'll need it....