misssherbear's blog: "tired"

I have ben living on my own for the first time ever since feb of 09. befor that I was with my kidses dad for 15 years.  I am  doing my best to move on. it is kinda hard to move on  if no one wants to date you. My ex  wants to date one of my new friends. he just bought her a car. I was asking him to help me  get one and  he could not. I am a little hurt that he could do it for her and not me and the kids. Now the lady he likes is nice her kids are at my house all the time. Now that her electic is off she is here all the time too. All the time. I don't hate them  but I wish they would go away for  a few days what what can I do I can't send them away with no elecric at there house. My sister thinks I am joulise. I just think I am tired I have 3 of my own kids and I have had my grandson for 2 weeks now. I just want a brake from  them. I feel so  mean for wanting them gone for  a wile.