Hey all, itz really early in the am and im in soo much pain i cant sleep so i thought i would sit here and write about whats been goin on in my world. Looks like i might have to get sugery on my right side, alot has been goin on there. My step-sons mom is a cunt, she's tellin him imma gunna beat the living hell out of him because she is pissed off that i'm with brian and she's not. (My cat is dumb) Some of my friends desided to turn there backs on me and start talkin shit which is just fucking peachy. Itz my husbands and I first christmas together and it scares the shit outda me, People still say i shouldt have married him, but hey it should be about what makes me happy right? I go back to school on the 7th on january woohoo, that means i wont be here very much, i have homework up to my ears lol. Me and the hubby are hopeing to start tryin to have a baby with -in the year which would soo make me happy since i lost our first child :( *crys* ( Did i say my cat is dumb) I miss my best friend of 19 years. One of my cloest's friends is here at my house right now but is passed the fuck out in the living room and i'm in the family room on the pc altho i should be in bed lol. Wow i had alot to say. BUt goin back ot my step son's mom, can i bea the living hell out of her for tellin my step son that shit! Then tell me i'm a dumb cunt and shit like that! Ok well i'm done ranting and raving. I'll shut up now. Much Love to all!