Early in the morning I was awaken by Jacks light kisses on my body. I pulled him closer to me and he gave me a deep hot kiss that awoke my body even before my mind was full awake. I felt his hand slid in between my legs and found my clit. He slowly started rubbing and built me up to a fire pitch. He then rolled over on top of me and slipped deep inside of me. I raped my legs around him as he whispered sweet love words in my ear. The trust became harder deeper as he kissed me. I felt him every where all around me, in side of me I felt each word he said like a spell being cast upon me. Each wave was deep..
I was falling and not sure as to where I would land. And then my mind exploded in a million peaces and I not understanding what it was that my body was feeling, Not just my body, But my mind and my very soul. I began to cry. A deep hard cry some how I knew this was the beginning of the end. The end of what I was not sure but I felt a loss. Jack pulled me into his arms and held me as I cried. When I had cried my self out he gave me a soft kiss on the lips and began to speak. “ I want us to take a brake for awhile, I well be your friend and always be here for you. But as for your lover I’m not being fair to you keeping you in my bed when you have so much to learn about living this lifestyle. I have taught you what I can at this point and it’s time for you to find new lovers and not just one. Don’t limit your self that way. Find out who you are and what you need. Then when you have found you’re self. Then and only then can we play and have fun. But right now I’m only holding you back. My sweetie Ella, please don’t cry any more. It’s going to be ok. And you well be happier much happier then I well ever make you. Other then class you well not see me again until after Mid summer’s night. Just remember I love you and want what’s best for you.” He leaned down once more and kissed me and then he was gone. I came full awake and set up with a start. My face was wet with tears but I was in my own bed. How had I got here. And had I dreamed it all. I looked at the clock and it was 5am. Time for me to get up I ran to Jacks bed to tell him I was so sorry about last night and to please not put me out of his bed. But when I got to the bed no one was there. The bed was striped of all blankets and pillows. I went to his wardrobe and it too was bare. All of his things where gone from the bed room. I wanted to set down and weep. But I didn’t. Something in side of me grew strong. And I said no. I was stronger then this. I was here to do a fucking job not fall for some stud who thought he was a gift to all woman.
