Little Boo's blog: "pain of this all"

I know who I am... no one else does.

The thoughts I think the feelings I feel. What I want to do versus what I do.

How I was raised and all my emotions. 

People think they know me, but no one really does.

Its not from lack of trying I just won't allow anyone to come in.  

In the famous words of Spongebob " at least Im safe inside my mind." 

I hung on as long as I could. I thought I was to blame.

Here come the tears, falling like rain. 

I made excuses but I see it all now.

You thought  I wouldn't find out, but I don't know how

How many years wasted? Too many to tell.

You drug me down with you into the pits of hell. 

Pleading my innocence, when all aong  it was you 

Your crazy accusations I can see now  what really was true.

The tears still fall and I feel so alone

my poor aching heart once again encased in stone.