If I was who I wanted to be
Then a different women would be standin before you
Not known where im goin but ashamed of where I been
Too afraid to go back there again
Cant escape from a past riddled with sin
You gotta be strong is what they say to me
God forgives but depends if you believe
Sometimes I think there is no hope for me
My pedigree says im headed to the penitentiary
And if I dont keep my head above water
Then I fear for the slaughter
The rath of the demon inside me
That comes from the dark place that arose from the tragedy
The pain that has scattered me the pain In my soul
Lets me know that the women in the mirror is mad at me
In the shadows I walk the line between good and evil
All the hurt that I caused see thru the flaws I be the cause
Theres pain in my eyes an
