I'm not able to handle being heart broken anymore. Those of you who know me and know what's been going on between myself and someone else in here know that my heart's been broken in too many ways that I can't even begin to explain what each piece would have meant to me had they not fallen apart. knowing that i'm not in the 'lounge' as much as he is, it's better i step back and let him bring in more entertainment to the room than i ever could. he's more attractive than i am and is a dj on top of that. he doesn't have to hide his cam when he's on it, but i do with mine. it's pathetic, but it's my life for now. until then, i'm leaving this up for a few days to let everyone else know that i will be leaving here within the next week or two. i'm so glad to have made so many good friends and have gone through some good and interesting times with so many of you. however, i can't stand to be in a place where my heart has been hurt. i can't come back here...it's too much of a reminder of the pain he's caused me and i just can't bare it. i'd rather not be the cause of the 'lounge' losing numbers because of me. i hope you all understand and those of you who've been with me through it all, you know my yim addy so you can keep in touch with me there. other than that, i'll be coming back to pack up my belongings, donate off my fubucks and points here and there...see about interviewing new dancers to take over my spot, and a new coconut keeper to train and take care of my precious monkeys. i'd also need to make sure there's someone there to keep adding more letters to ccbbbcwbcd's nickname...someone there to toss acorns to reaper when he's acting his 'nutty tree squirrely' self again...someone to make sure there's enough light for my light keeper 'riddick'....someoone to make sure that sly and reaper kick the living shit out of demon and dator...someone to make sure that sweet stays sweet...someone to make sure that rockie and froggy continue there comedy duo...someone to help keep sexy moaner, rockie, and bigbird as the top and hottest bosses of any lounge ever in fubar...but most importantly...to make sure that my bff will always be taken care of when i'm not there to help put a smile to her face again. God knows she needs one an awful lot these days. I'm gonna keep this up...think things over and in two weeks from today (April 12th), I'll be back to give my final decision...should i stay or should i go? In two weeks..you all will know.
*leaves a tip an pets the monkeys on the head as she walks off stage*...
*HUGZ TO THE LOUNGE ALL AROUND*~~!!!!!
