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We first met with a glance Introduced through people known Friendship we took by chance Circumstances of life were shown You are untouchable yet, fully desired I wrote you my thoughts once before Unfortuneatly our time together quickly expired Not wanting to score but, something more Now I sit alone asking myself "what if" Even with realization of no returned interest To me you felt like heaven's gift I felt like to you I was just a jest Always nervous around you I was Your beauty and honesty got to me Due to natuural attraction laws I don't believe you truly did see Time with you, I could never get enough Wishes of different feelings to be So I look away and act tough Knowing friendship is all that I will see...

I came to unwind This house of beauty divine Though none will be mine Friendships I do find Leaving my hopes behind Losing dreams in time On my back I do lie Looking to the sky Never wondering why Giving up before I try Not because I'm high I'm just to shy Look in my eyes of blue See the pains I once knew Life unwanted; True Seeking love from few I ask of you To me; You'll be who A lover of sorts Or another cohort Sex I do not sport Love is my castle fort My temper is not short Even when my heart is hurt So keep in mind What I look to find Not just beauty divine Yet someone to call mine As I lay here and unwind Tell me you'll be mine in time...

Into a dim horizon I dissappear No thoughts of what to fear Pride dies with each stride Sadness settles with every tear cried Unable to hold on anymore Perceptions of being no more I push against destined fate Boxing my mind into a crate To who holds the key I plead "will you set me free" Happiness you will then serve Valor given to who it is deserved I ask again with a please Give me life's ease For it I would owe you it all 'Till the day of my last fall Bearing my soul only to you Our love will forever be true